Love
Everyone deserves it! The question is what kind of love do i deserve? Is it the kind that is worth living for? Is it the kind that gives a sense of belonging?
The answer lies within us. If I only knew early enough that in order to be loved, I had to love myself first. This is the most important kind of love we can ever experience: self-love.
Then there’s the love for others that most of use idealize as the most important kind of love. This love unfortunately leads to unrealistic expectations. The mistake we make is allowing others to love us even before we love and accept ourselves. Are being fair to ourselves? When theirs love everything feels right, days seem brighter and stormy days turns into sunny days. The first time you saw him and the minute you laid your eyes on her. It felt like home. Endless conversations frequent uncountable phone conversations and lest we mention unending text messages. He was your world. She was your life. When you come together its electric as dynamite.
Doesn’t love concur all? Several months later, I truly wish that I would have never met you. How silly was I to think that you were forever, O took every world you said to heart? The ever sunny bright days turned into gloomy rainy day, to the countless sleepless nights I encountered thinking if I was worthy of your love.
It was her… wasn’t it?
We were fine till she came along what happened to or song? It was amazing it sounded right but not anymore…
I had given up so much just for u, I lose sight of who I was and wants makes me happy. I was sure you were my happenings, looking back at the disastrous relationship in our society today makes me question if we really understand the kind of love we deserve.
When you realize your worth, the kind of love you deserve; then letting go wouldn’t be as difficult. We all want to understand why someone would end up hurting us so badly with showing even a little bit if concern, yet it is the most empowering thing you will ever do.
You deserve someone who makes you better, someone who supports your goals and dreams, someone who will listen to you every other time like it’s the most interesting thing they ever heard and most importantly you deserve the kind of love that’s worth living for but first learn to love yourself.